DOLOR!

My pillow gets wet Especially when I see the little pink dresses And the tiny shoes she wore. My eyes get damp Even so, when I stretch out my arm to her side of the bed And I remember she sleeps under the cold tablet in the yard My heart gets broken When I touch my now flat belly And recall she was there some few months ago My lips quiver When I turn around with a start cos he called my name Only it was but the breeze tingling my ears My shoulders tremble When I watch him hug his little girl tightly That was us some years ago. My knees buckle When I watch the tiny heads thrown back in fits of giggle in the park As I remember my tiny head was run over at the corner of that street. At the end My whole body screams in despair At the thought of all the ones I loved and lost To death or to another There I wish for some opium To take me faraway to a place That place where I soar Painlessly Effortlessly